“Had to cut a couple niggas off, they was gettin greedy, tried to treat me like a Genie, now they mean mug when they see me, mad cause I’m doing me. Same niggas that influenced me, I woulda killed fa em niggas now they plottin on shootin me..” - Taj he spitz real shit
It’s September 3rd. These past couple weeks I felt so accomplished. So… Different. In a good way though. I might of lost a hand full of friends this summer, made a hand full more. But hey that’s how the game goes. Since school started I’ve been just focusing and doing me. Im tryna reach to the top in whatever the fuck I do. My mindset getting more advance. You or whoever reading this might think “damn wtf this nigga crazy” lol well yee a nigga real life crazy. I honestly don’t know what to write. College feels fresh for me. I’ve been signing up for scholarships and all that. Ive been smokin awhole lot. I guess it really is all family, no friends. I lost a lot of my bestfriends.. but for some reason I don’t even care anymore. I’m not saying I’m becoming cold like before cause why go back when I’m better than ever. I’m just saying maybe just maybe I just need this first college semester to myself. I’m saying that now.. but I can’t wait to transfer out. Already have plans on transferring into east bay or san Jo. I want to get out there. I believe Ima be somebody one day. I really do. A lot of people probably forgot or lost hope in me but I didnt. I mean I did at one point of time but I’m all I need in this world. I was born alone. Why lean on the next mothafuckas shoulder? Its just me and my intermediate family. I’m just positive. I don’t need to be angry at my past. I’m stronger than half the mothafuckas I know. If not most. I can’t judge but shit I get it how I live. You should too. I wonder who still gets on tumblr? I rarely get on this unless my nights dry. Facebook and Twitter deactivated. I’m excited for this month. I got an interview I feel ready for on tues. Ima get my braces in sometime this month. I’ve been working out again. I’m half way done with my tat so it’ll be done before this month. Fuck. I’m. Bored. Af. Random fact - I’m into Latin girls. Asian hoes wasn’t cutting it no mo.